for too many years I had this awkward traveling companion, destructive, arrogant and often disabling, but part of me ... hated every minute was punctuated
by his presence and the daily flowed depending on his needs
posed and imposed limits that I respected at the mercy of its waves
here ... I felt like a boat without a rudder and without oars in the ocean huge
all this had had a beginning but, like everything else , arrived too late
from within a new energy began to work, grow, little by little, to bear fruit, to become an inner strength and outward, to let me handle the discomfort, before, and, finally, to give me awareness of it and get out
the panic was gone!
at first it was all a breakthrough, discovering the power back to live in freedom was not just, seemed to have reached the finish line ... but the goal of what?
now I do not know what to say ... perhaps too many battles so exhausted that you lose sight of the real purpose of it all, find out what the "normal" life is all a mask, and you no longer have real battles to take the field, there are wars to win ... it's all a "VACUUM"!
and all the energy you have in where you throw it?
you think there is anything worth to use your body and mind, the soul feels stripped of his usual armor and wanders into the void ... the void!
thinking ... but that damn "panic" has woven fabric, subtle, between the depths of your body and the neurons of your brain power become indispensable?
do not know ... that was not life is this?
... but this is life!
and the "empty"? ... Embee! Vacuum ... fills it with our energy resources, personal, infinite resources, that if they are unable to control an infamous as that will be able to color the gray monotone of this newspaper and give shape to our expectations
by his presence and the daily flowed depending on his needs
posed and imposed limits that I respected at the mercy of its waves
here ... I felt like a boat without a rudder and without oars in the ocean huge
all this had had a beginning but, like everything else , arrived too late
from within a new energy began to work, grow, little by little, to bear fruit, to become an inner strength and outward, to let me handle the discomfort, before, and, finally, to give me awareness of it and get out
the panic was gone!
at first it was all a breakthrough, discovering the power back to live in freedom was not just, seemed to have reached the finish line ... but the goal of what?
now I do not know what to say ... perhaps too many battles so exhausted that you lose sight of the real purpose of it all, find out what the "normal" life is all a mask, and you no longer have real battles to take the field, there are wars to win ... it's all a "VACUUM"!
and all the energy you have in where you throw it?
you think there is anything worth to use your body and mind, the soul feels stripped of his usual armor and wanders into the void ... the void!
thinking ... but that damn "panic" has woven fabric, subtle, between the depths of your body and the neurons of your brain power become indispensable?
do not know ... that was not life is this?
... but this is life!
and the "empty"? ... Embee! Vacuum ... fills it with our energy resources, personal, infinite resources, that if they are unable to control an infamous as that will be able to color the gray monotone of this newspaper and give shape to our expectations
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